Dino-lover-RAWR

It’s been so long with only these four walls to befriend me I’ve lost count of the seconds, minutes, hours, I’ve spent locked inside my dark mind I’ve got old scars and tired eyes that only I get to see You’ve thrown me in this cage of black for me to go blind I’m oh so lonely with only the voices to comfort me But they speak in hushed voices that only echo inside my empty skull I’ve lost count of my old scars that now welp off my skin and how low my tired eyes droop as I plea For help, for comfort, for something to serenade me from this life of which is so dull. Countless nights I’ve laid aw

Perfection... A word used too often about people Who are nothing to this world but a mere speck On the expanding existence of this engraving  world When they don't have a meaning for living Other than to just be 'perfect' To be the picture perfect fantasy in the magazines Or the drop dead divas drowning in desire by men Perfect to the hungry and hunting eyes of men But how can you be perfect When perfection is only a word which wastes the breath of the breathless That breaks the heart of the heartless and only brings pain to the ones Who are beautiful But are too covered by their living lies and their sacrifice to reach the level they feel Th

As day dwindles to a dying night, my head fills with wonderless wonders Of the world that bounces off the redundancy of my recycled mind While nightmares of numerous numbers navigate into nasty thoughts. Another sleepless night it will be. Time slowly sauntered forward, structuring symmetrical systems of thoughts to surface, And for I to surrender my struggling,sleepless self to the seductive call away from the startling thoughts. Your sweet scent surrounds me, as the surreal sounds of our silent stanzas From the poetry we made together tangles it's way through my twisted and tangible mind, Taunting me with the thought of the you I once knew

Put the cold condemning barrel of bare chested brutality To your trembling temple and pull the trigger. Bite the bullet just to slice the slimming shatter of skin you call a wrist. Just wanting to waste away the worries of wandering eyes And end the existence of yourself. Tear through the traumatic tendencies of your treacherous thoughts And fight for your future without the failing flaws of your self harms. Let me whisper words of wonder into your worrying mind and let you know It’ll be alright. You’re safe in my arms tonight, baby. I’ll be the keeper of the keys to your keen mind And the healing hero of your hectic heart.

At six, she’d gaze at the stars and clasp her hands tight Wishing and hoping to be a pretty princess with a prince charming. She’d whisper her wishes under her breath as her eyes shined bright But when she went from six to sixteen, those dreams changed and were quite alarming. While she cried at her window and wiped the make up from her face The little girl inside of her would look above to the stars, and clasp her hands tight Wishing someone would truly love her, that she could find some saving grace And while she covered the scars and bruises, her eyes were no longer shining bright. After getting taken away from home, the girl

Will you follow me into the ocean? Will you go with me into the sea? I want to hold your hand as we both take a breath I want to grip it tight while we both slowly die. The caging constructure of our chests will cave While we wistfully fall under a wonderful spell That tells our terrified hearts and trembling souls That death doesn’t deny even the dreamiest of lovers. The words of our love will be the last we get to scream out As our lungs inhale the gushing waters around us. We have no time to worry, no time for doubt. Our lives weren’t that long and they ended so brusk. They’ll find our cold bodies hand in hand. They&r

My dearest love, I miss you so. These steps only make me leave you farther behind, but with the group I must stay. This uniform is unbearable and I just want to hold you closer than ever, whoa. This march is only leading me into the deathly abyss of gray. Left, left, left, right, left There’s only so much of this I pain I can handle and I wish you didn’t have to feel the same. My heart is growing heavy and I can’t seem to think straight with this burden to heft. I know soon I’ll have to let you go soon, and me you can always blame. I’ll be out in the field soon and I hope you really understand. It isn’t m

Pupils dilate and you begin to shake and stir. The walls move and shift while you stare and prove That you’ll never stop what you do. You’ll never quit with your trips. I watch you fascinated and fantasizing over the things you see Is it someone new? Or does the room just stir you into smiling so brightly? Darling, don’t you miss me when you go? Or would you rather just enjoy the show? Please, don’t hold me so tight when all you want is just to let go. You’re stuck in your fantasies of different places and better people. You’ll never stop and think about me. We built our castle together, love, only for yo